stay at home for 2days...so boring...
no plan...haiz...

is it he so mind about that?
pls dont angry...
i got my reason to lie you last time..
hope you can forgive me..
and i am
so sorry....sorry....

why i cant sleep...oh...gosh...
stop thinking...pls...
i want get sleep...
hate love...
fuck off...

i will change everything for you..if u dont like me to do..
i just dont want u to be so cold to me..!
i really hope u can care me...
i feel happy to see my two bestfriend is in relationship..but actually i will feel jealous sometimes..
cause i will felt that i am so lonely..haha
but is okey...as long as my two babe happy..hehe..

today i am so unhappy..and feel so sick..
i wondering someone that care me...
and
am i really felt on him..or i shouldnt...
what should i do?
i am so confused..

i am so confused now..
what should i do?

i've reached thailand here...really hard to communicate with those ppl here...
really kinda boring here...and
sad...cause my phone cant msg or call my friend..
tomolo sure will buy a new sim card here...