stay at home for 2days...so boring...
no plan...haiz...

is it he so mind about that?
pls dont angry...
i got my reason to lie you last time..
hope you can forgive me..
and i am
so sorry....sorry....

why i cant sleep...oh...gosh...
stop thinking...pls...
i want get sleep...
hate love...
fuck off...

i will change everything for you..if u dont like me to do..
i just dont want u to be so cold to me..!
i really hope u can care me...
i feel happy to see my two bestfriend is in relationship..but actually i will feel jealous sometimes..
cause i will felt that i am so lonely..haha
but is okey...as long as my two babe happy..hehe..

today i am so unhappy..and feel so sick..
i wondering someone that care me...
and
am i really felt on him..or i shouldnt...
what should i do?
i am so confused..

i am so confused now..
what should i do?

i've reached thailand here...really hard to communicate with those ppl here...
really kinda boring here...and
sad...cause my phone cant msg or call my friend..
tomolo sure will buy a new sim card here...

fuck off from me...
i dont need you anymore...
i being an idiot only...
look for new1...

i feel i have to let it go..although is not easy...but have too...
cause i heard ppl say he got a new gf..seems abit sad to know the bad news..
i keep crying also get nth at the last..cause he wont know and care anymore...
what should i do????...
really kill me..for keep thinking bout him...
haih...

cant sleep well today..i got home by 5am something... last night been to phuture..and is crowded there...

my tears cant stop after my friend told me that u got a new girlfriend..
i hope everything is not truth..

woke up at around 4plus...too tired dy..cause last night been to poppy with my friend..

today is sat night...where should i go tonight?stay at home,poppy or phuture???
actually i plan going phuture tonight with my friend..
but my other group of friend ask me to go poppy..cause is her birthday..i still thinking where to go tonight ya..

last night in poppy..i really feel crying again after i saw someone.
when i saw him..i think back the day we knew each other in poppy...
really miss the day with you..
although we was just a short moment..but i feel happy to be with you...

If i had to live my life without you near me, the days would all be empty. You know by now how much i love you. One thing you can be sure of i never ask for more than your love, nothing's gonna change my love for you. I'll be there for you if you need me. You don't have to change a thing i love you just the way you are,I don't want to live without you

i am so fucking regret for the pass things...
i really hope he come back to me by 1day...
really miss him lots..

never fall in love with somebody that does not love you.

maison night(17.09.2009)

20.09.2009
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